3G shooting!!
photography!!
art and design presentation!!
storytelling draft 2!!
IAC presentation!!
reboot my laptop!!

wake boarding briefing: monday 5.30 @ L73
*Dinner on friday with sakae people

*not confirmed

walala!! today is my birthday!!

SAILORS OIE!!!
thank you for the surprise!!
really suprised lar... haha... love you people!!
wonderful!!

thanks van and sam for the amazing thing!! haha..
i LIKE IT!! VERY MUCH!! love you!!!

thanks karryn for the amazing thing also!!! really love you lar!!!

haha... have to rush!!
so love everyone!!

happy birthday to me!!!

i love myself too!!

wahaha... finally can online liao!!! i had been abandoning my homework and all to do the stupid connection!! jialat... no time liao!! die!!

wahaha... it's my birthday!! =P

FINALLY! i finished my story draft 1.. i spent 2 days to complete.. all due to lack of vocabs and ideals. i have no ideal what i am writing until when i am going to finish the story today. wahaha.. it's not a tragety as i said i would be.. it's just some old story.. hope i did a good job.. haha.. cross my fingers.

it's so long since i come online.. i had been playing sims 2.. even till 3 am.. i never use to play till so late for sims. haha.. my old times craving for games is coming back.. have to stop it once more.. now i crave for snickles.. haha.. i also have a craving to come online now.. haha.. it's just a typical lifestlye of a teenager maybe.. ha.. have to sleep early today! no sims for me today... serve me right for spenting so much time on the story.. haha..

chaos..

my sims jus gave birthday to twin... both boys.. they were so hard to take care of and they grow up so fast... haha.. i cannot manage them all at once.. it was very difficult.. all were in a mess.. the adults keep complaining that they were tired and have no much fun... wth! haha.. now i am trying to get everything back on track.. wahaha.. i am going crazy... sims 2 siao!

wah! so lame..

i just went and read my previous blog and found that i am very complicated.. haha.. so weird.. so unique.. wahah. what a good way to say myself! i love the way i am? to certain extend, i do.. lol..i love myself.. i should.. but still, i am trying to become a better person.. it's nice to change.. make sense? hmm.. complicated.. i dunno myself..

i have a craving for chocolate all of a sudden.. chocolate chocolate.. i wan hershey cookies and chips.. but cannot find.. so sad...

I am complicated..

i am complicated..

it's now 12.50 on my clock.. the house was silence.. something comes to my mind..

the silence was great.. everyone should take some time to enjoy the still air around them in the middle of the night.. it feels good... very good.. i feels myself from within.. i understands myself more than ever right at this moment..

i feels sadness, lonliness, regrets.. i feels that i am so fortunate.. that i can feel.. that i have a heart.. an emotion..

i have nothing to do.. right now.. i don't want to sleep.. i wanna stay awake through the night.. i wants to feel.. i want to look through the cloudy sky to see the moon.. and the stars that lay beyond.. i want to enjoy the night and its silence..

i want to go chalet lar!! den can dun sleep... at home sure sleep one!! my bed too comfy liao...

it's 1.02 now on my clock.. still not tired.. brother still not home.. silence is what i get.. there is a story in my mind.. a story that i read one year ago.. nice story.. i haven't finish reading..

puzzles in my mind.. fitting itself up into pictures.. i don't know why.. sudden thoughts come to me just like that..

i am all by myself.. i enjoy being alone..

i am with my friends.. i enjoy being surrounded..

i love myself.. i hate myself..

complicated.. that's what i get..

pieces of thoughts here and there.. place it all together.. you get me.. in the middle of the night..

shhhh......




=P

nothing to say...

went sentosa yesterday~ the sun is like on and off.. but i got tan! haha.. a little bit... my stomach damn fair lar.. but at least gone up one tone... haha..

yesterday is a very unlucky day for me. real unlucky. i intend to reach sentosa as early as possible but when we were on the way, it started to rain. when we were going to reach, it stopped raining and the sun came out. we thought that's the end of the rain and i was happy. who knows when we reached, it started pouring. that was sad! we wanted to eat in the hawker center while waiting for the rain to stop but it was closed! we had no choice but to go to haborfront center. den we ate subway. when the rain sort of ease away, we went to the bus. the bus stop was crowded like hell. it was a tuesday but it seemed like it was a sunday or a public holiday. then i know, tp was having their holiday also. we were lucky enough to find sits in the bus. that's when we miss one bus and the que cut jus a short distance in front of us. when we reach, it was still raining. the beach was pratically empty. we took our time to do whatever. den we went kayaking. yadayada... we were in the water most of the time lar..

another unlucky thing. i cannot get this through. it was... funny. we went to bath about 4. the bathroom were quite empty, it was like we can get in in just a few minutes or so. we didnt wait for the rooms. we washed our hair first at the "outdoor" showers. after that, we found the bathroom crowded like hell. our que was "cut". we waited very long and the que don't seem to be moving. so i got the idea that we jus shower outside and change in the toilets. when we get back home den we bath. everyone agrees. funny thing is: when we finished showering, those people who were intially behind us in the que had went into the bath. wah... i was so frustrated lor... so suay... should have waited in the que.

i know why! cuz it was going to rain already when we decided to leave the beach. so every one rushed to leave as well. that explains why the toilet were crowded. about the que, maybe people bath faster.

we had to walk in the rain after the shower. so, no use showering. ha! the bus stop was damn crowded as well. with korean tourist. so many of them. why the tour group don't have a bus?

wah.. i am so lazy to write now... i will end here... bye!

way to go....

i had learnt.

learn not to judge people by the first impression. although first impression is important, it shouldn't be used to judge people. you never know that person may be good. if the first impression weren't good, don't run away, continue knowing her. you may realised she weren't the one you thought she will be.

sorry that i had been.

also learn not to gossip about people you don't know. he may not be those who others thought he is. get to know him. he may be a total opposite of what you had heard of.

sorry that i had been.

don't be harsh, keep awake and realise the good of every character.
don't always assume that you are right, you may be in the worst wrong.
don't try to provoke, you may not succeed but unnecessary trouble may fall upon you.
don't let little things provoke you, it is not worth it.

sorry that i am.

realise your fault before pointing out other's.
remain clam even if the tsunami comes, it will keep you alive.
speak aloud with confidence when you rise an opinion.

personal experience made you learn. i had learnt.

haha... long time no see!

last dated 22 sep 2004....

it's alive and it's back...

'mummy, it's here...'

1st blog of the year....

i will change the damn old wallpaper lar....

i will update the friends list.... maybe delete all... lol...

i will do up the tag box, pic gallery, yadayada....

IF I HAVE TIME! haha... shouldnt be soon...... damn lazy... damn busy.... damn sian.... blogging needs time.....

okbye... damn sian.....

chaos...