today i watched the red shoe AGAIN! people just cannot appreciate the show lar.. it's nice lar..

i was irritated, some one just can't shut the mouth.
i was bothered, by something i am not sure of.
not feeling too good this afternoon, i was depress, i need to get home.
i need a corner to hide.
i have decided-not avaliable.

confontation.
confession.
quietness.
bye.

the authority, my authorities

not very friendly. not very likable. not very sociable.
i lost, i surrender.

wah. so long didnt go town already.. today finally i went.. lol.. reach home at like 1, met my bro downstairs. when we reach the house, the rest of the family are all still awake.. my father is trying to give our house a new look. the went ikea and bought new funitures and replace the old ones.. it's quite a mess now in the living room lar.. all the old funitures.

had fun with stay, lyn and shuting in town just now "celebrating" stay's birthday. lol.. sam chua was there too.. but left cuz she don't want to go heeren.. nice friend.. lol.. happy birthday to stay! and mal too! so long nv go out wif them liao.. miss a lot eh.. lol.. remember me more can liao.. =P

tired lar..

the autority.

parents are funny, mine are at least.

here's why..
my parents are not happy with me cause i kept going out. they say i am wasting money and so, they refuse to give me money.
so i stay at home.
i slept till 3 in the afternoon. wake up. watch tv. eat my breakfast. play on the computer. eat dinner. watch tv.
they doesn't seem to be very happy about all that i did.
what to do at home except watching tv, playing on the computer, eat and sleep? oh yah, trips to the toilet are definitely needed.
to please them, i just sat down there and do nothing. again, they are not happy with that. what they want me to do?

what they want me to do is jus to do some chores. then what is my mother for? stay at home and do what i do like watching while i do the chores? what the hell. anyone can feel me? what chores can i do anyway. i am the neatest in the house already. the one who should do the chores should me my mother and sister. i kept all my properties in my room and what else can they expect? my father is the one who use the mouth instead of the hands. he is also the one who hang his clothes all over the house, even on the floor. if you happen to see tower on the chair, like the one i am sitting on now, must be my sister's. what can i say. i am not responsible for other's things and why should i help them keep? what if they can't find it afterwards, they will push the blame on me. what for take such a blame?

what i am trying to say is, my parents are not happy with what i do. and say i don't act like a girl, going skating and all. PLEASE! only guys can be sporty and tan? what the hell. that is too much restrictions.

they also say i waste too much money and i can't even earn them. yah quite true.

the bloody laptop. would you rather buy an lousy one and spent another lot of money buying another one when it spoil or would you rather spent a bit more and buy a better one so that it can be used longer? what the. complaining about the laptop my school needed. and about playing on it. a computer have a lot more uses besides doing projects and homeowork. it will be more of a waste if you only use it for school purposes. you get what i mean?

why should i do things that my parents want me to do instead of what i want to do? they earned my respect when i have school. my holidays are just driving them mad. schooling and work is the only excuses from doing chores, spenting money and staying at home, i guess.

i have a lot to throw in today cause today is my stay-at-home day.
what happened had made me change my idea of staying t home. so, i think i should cut down on my stay-at-home day. cheers.

if i have the authority, i shall throw all the useless junks of my sister and mother into the bin.

the authority.

whaha.. today (yesterday*) was a crazy day for me mann... work.. damn tired.. but after work i become damn hyper.. lol...

after work, we went and eat dinner.. play pool with meng li.. lol.. den we went to play candles.. lol.. lanterns and sparkles.. so fun.. long time didnt play already. i was totally crazy jus now lar.. running about like a monkey.. lol.. (i dun mind being a monkey..) ya.. just crazy.. took a cab home.. all the way from east coast.. Damn damn expensive..... tml going ice.. NO MONEY already! shit.

vivian was crazy also.. laughing non-stop.. i think we a bit too hyper already.. something's wrong with mengli also. kept hitting my butt with the stupid cue. and sam is just obsess with cats lar. (i hate black cats!) and van wants to have a very romantic moonlight fest by the beach.. but she didnt get her wish granted.. sad. jackson is just stupid lar. lol. posing with the boxer gloves just makes him looks like an ang bao. lol. the pictures will be posted as soon as van send them to me. lol. and val.. lol.. i think she is the most normal one.. although she is always not very normal, she can consider the most normal one in this team already. lol.. making sense? i think i got to sleep. have to wake up at 10 in the morn to go ice! hehe.. it's a waste of money.. but like wat ngai hui said, "cannot help wat, for the fun.." lol..

talking a lot today.. hmm.. should stop all these nonsenses.. i know my grammar and all sux.. but i really cannot make it! i think i am probably the most jialat case in FSV.. lol.

oh man.. told myself i come online just for 10 mins.. but now is like half an hour passed already! omg! and i still wan to go into the game! totally crazy!

ok, i tell my self again, by 2, i shall sleep! i go play game for just a tiny little bit! lol.. =p

good night ppl..

SR!

nv change nick.. so it's still-- a lot of you.

me and my brother at skatesports..


sam trying to be taller..


look like couple lar.. so sweet..


nice picture.. thanks Jackson.. who says taking pictures in threes is "not good"?


the above mentioned photographer, Jackson.


to end off with the "couple". what your looking at?

ok, i know i shoulden't pair sam up with guys lar.. but they really look sweet lar.. lol.. i know a lot will be jealous.. but.. cannot help.. she is too too too sweet.. =P

i am doing well in my life. cheers.

come visit me in ecp, but most probably, i will be there on weekends only.

i got 2 months of holiday, till oct 31. ask me out if you miss me.

i am so tired now, my shoulders are breaking.

just ate my BBQ express dinner. the pineapple rice sucks.

too full, i want to sleep.

play game or sleep, choose.

i am so involved in things now. glad.

don't want to get married. reason: still having fun.

sailing on saturday. "Jeremy!"

knowing more people by the days. happy.

get remembered by customers. something quite new.

drifting apart from old friends. sad. "it's a life cycle."


a lot of you.

Skating... now found the joy! =P

Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.

sam complains that i didnt update..

i very lazy lar.. not into blogging..

anything in my life.. i think can reflect through sam's blog.. haha... i no need to write one..
=P

ok lar.. some updates.. i got myself a new job.. tat is skatesports.. at east coast.. and i have this urge ti skate.. whatever skate.. ice skate or in-line skate.. =P

due to the long term stay in the cardboard.. my skates just spoiled.. SAD.. i wanna buy new one.. faster get money! =P

holiday is here.. nothing much to do. except to work, go for sailing sea training and to organise class outing. hai~ have to save money. i am so broke now. my bank is empty. all thanks to the stupid AIA saving thingy. tat's one month 60 bucks ok! ok lar it's my fault I wanted to save $60 per month. now i know that that is too much. nowonder the guy ask me not to be so ambitious. $300 per month is not enough, and i thought it is too much. so many things to buy.. but mostly, i spent money for food. REALLY! eating outside is a waste of money. the weather is so hot nowadays. that explains why i want to go ice skating for our class outing. there will be cool.

"Rockefeller"