i am very excited!
i am excited about school.
hehe.

just went to npmail and npal and mel to check out what's happening.
i went and read the notes for my modules.
den i became very excited.
i started to imagine myself in audio room picking up mikes and rolling up wires.
omg.. damn exciting.. haha...
when school really starts, this feeling will be gone i guess..

i am damn excited!
勇敢站起来!

today went party world for my brother's friend's birthday celebration.
all was ok, quite fun.

then, i met sam for 1 hour.
i left party world at 10, suppose to be 11, to meet sam.
we walked around the already closed shops looking for my dinner.
i found my self mochi at cine cheers and bbq chicken wings on the way to plaza sing.
i got myself a ritz bits also. not yet eaten.
we didn't stop at ps, instead our aim was to take bus home from there.

i reached home before 12am, as i promised my mother.
sam wants to cut hair tomorrow at far east. i don't know whether i am cutting or not.
we not going for sailing training tomorrow, as we both are having our period. =P
however, we will work ourself out in ECP, skating.
i forgot what i wanted to say already. was distracted by MSN.

i am craving for sushi now.

jialat!

ah mei is super high now.
on a super low condition.

hehe... i am back!

i finished my thinking like few days ago.
i don't know why i didnt blog, i think i lost the habit to already. or maybe starting to.
oh yea.. i am happy these few days. i went crazy yesterday. super damn high. the party was fun, yes.
got a bit pissed off on friday but everything is ok now. everything is normal. sam went away during the weekends, marcel miss her. i don't. i got more people to miss, not her. =P

i suddenly very busy eh. so many people booking me.. lol.. bhb..

welcome to taiwan!
the watermelon very nice eh..

shhh... i am in a thinking process..
my mind is all in a mess.. a huge mess..
wassup.. i care too much..

A lizard fell on my head just now when I was on my way back.

I walked under a HDB flat and suddenly I felt something falls on my head.
I thought it was a leaves, but I wonder, I am in a sheltered place, how can that be.
Another thought came into my mind that instance, maybe it flew in.

I wanted to just swipe it down but it clinked onto my hand.
I start to wonder again.
I lowered my hand, and I saw a lizard there.
My instinct told me to flick it onto the ground, and I did.

Where will the lizard go next?

Think about this, maybe you will know.
Maybe you wonld't get it, if that's the case, just call it crap.

thinking
hard

don't what to say.. stress..

hi online
simple affection.

kind of moody.
kind of confused.
kind of troubled.
need to think!

today is acheivement! lol.. i went down to shop, put on the skates and skated all the way to bedok jetty and back, alone! while at the jetty, i wrote the theory of the single-winged-angel. lol.. quite lame lar.. i wan to develop them mann.. the single-winged-angels.. lol.. my com is retart.. have to shut off 2 times den it will shut down.. damn retart.. however, i am using this oppotunities to update this piece of shit.. lol.. ok.. go back to bed liao.. bye.. tata.. goodnight..

Theory of the single-winged-angel

They are angels whom people look down upon.
They have only one wing.
They cannot fly, or maybe they did not try.
They are afraid to fall from the sky.
They are weak.

However, they are independent beings.
They depend on themselves to survive.
These rare beings fight through their short lives hoping that one day people will realize their existence.
That day will be the day they spread their wing and fly.

sorry

wahaha... i had wrote an essay titled "about ah mei"

it's about me obviously..
maybe someone like to know more about me.. haha..
it also let me discover more about myself..

hmm.. achievement..

about ah mei.

Now that she realizes, attention need not be sought, it will come by itself. It’s only who deserves it

my english really cannot make it.. i am sorry..

i never made it lar.. b3 is just pure luck i guess..

i just learnt how to spell "vulgarities" ..

haiz.. i will die in written com..

shit lar... damn dead now.. i am dead..

dead dead really dead..

maybe one day i will realise that i got some terminal disease and die three months later..

lol.. tell u a secret.. i had forgotten how to spell "green" lol.. i was reminded by samm.. as in sam lim..

damn i am dumb.. ya .. rasyide calls me a dumb... i think i really am.. lol.. but he is a dummy..

ok lar.. cheers.. i am not sad at all.. just trying to face the truth.. lol..

my story for story telling really sucks lar.. sorry joseph.. u read the most sucky one out of the many drafts.. lol.. =P wah.. i got "very good" for that module.. damn cool.. haha..

oh bloody.. talking shit in the night again.. i should get on my bed and sleep right.. hmm..

omg! i finally finish my cross stitch thingy.. i stayed up yesterday night lar..till 3 i guess? to finish it up.. lol.. it's my second piece.. but not very good.. quite screwed up actually.. half my work half my mom's.. sorry, i was damn lazy.. and a bit lack of patience..

talking about patience.. can anyone buy me a jigsaw? those rounded one.. damn interested in that.. i am very patience coming to jigsaw lar.. buy me a 5000 pieces one.. i dun mind.. lol.. damn expansive can..

lol.. i am still not sleep ing yet.. talking shit still..

have to say sorry to mengli lar.. haha.. i shat (shited) him that night.. lol..

ok lar.. should stop.. enough of shit to get people shitting.. lol.. shit again!

tata.. having night fever.. damn high now! =D

confused..

no where to go..

what to do?

i dunno.. just haiya... haha.. =P

am i weird or am i not? sam said that i am just mad.. and she said that she is the wierd one.. but i think i am weird, plus mad.. lol.. i think i am crazy now.. however, i think i am more mad yesterday.. hor sam.. =P

omg... this is so screwed up... what's up with blogger.. i cannot update my blog.. sadd.. i had so many to say.. but i tried and tried i still cannot get in.. tat is until now lar.. but now that i got in, the page looks screwed up as well.. damn funny.. dunno what's wrong..

ok lar.. i had fun yesterday at sentosa.. got burned but still i had fun.. we went for steam boat at marina afterwards.. fun also.. lol.. just can't get full lar.. i think i really am a vampire.. took damn a lot of pictures lar.. haha.. but it's not with me.. sad.. i will get it asap! damn tired after the whole day of sun tanning... now become black liao.. too black..

today went down ecp to skate.. fun.. but end up very tired.. went home earlier.. if not sure kanna nag again.. lol.. i had a thinking session on the bus.. and fell asleep doing so.. the bus damn long today lar.. it's like 1 whole hour to reach woodlands lar.. bloody.. den have to wait bloody long for the bus also.. sian diao..

ya thinking session.. have to think about my future.. lol.. so dark ahead.. won't tell u what am i thinking about.. it's personal.. i think i am starting to change again.. i am changing back to what i use to be i think.. the change is not complete.. i am trying to undo.. lol.. dunno what i talking about lar.. forget it.. i am damn tired...

single-winged-angel
till death do us part..