i love this song.
see if you can get it, it's damn nice lar.

here's the lyrics. =)

My Christmas List

Santa is coming tonight
And I want a car, and I want a life
And I want a first class trip to Hawaii
I want a lifetime supply
Of skittles & slurpees and Eskimo pies
I want a DVD,
A big screen TV
Just bring me things that I don't need

[CHORUS:]
'Cuz now it's Christmas
And I want everything
I just can't wait
Christmas
So don't stop spending
I want a million gifts, that's right
Don't forget my Christmas list tonight
'Cuz now it's Christmas

Somebody take me away
Or give me a time machine
To take me straight to midnight
I'll be alright

I want a girl boy in my bed
Who knows what to do
A PlayStation 2
I want a shopping spree
In New York City
Just bring me things that I don't need

[CHORUS]

I wish I could take this day
And make it last forever
And no matter what I get tonight
I want more

It's Christmas and I want everything
I just can't wait
It's Christmas and I want everything now

Christmas
And I want everything
I just can't wait
Christmas
So don't stop spending,
I Want a million gifts,
That's right
And I can't wait 'til midnight
Don't forget my Christmas list tonight
'Cuz now it's Christmas

a bit too early for this song, but.. christmas is coming! =D

i believe.

postpostpost... yes, harry potter was nice and cedric is damn hot! hot hot hot! =D i am addicted to him..

i got something in my mind right now. it is sort of confusing, i can't get it straight. i have been having too much mood swings nowadays and it is affecting me. thinking is hard and i hate it.

nothing interesting, i just wanted to post something. there was something i wanted to say but i could not get them out in words. being a human is such a trouble.

i am happy now, but not very. what to do? it's my life. and welcome to my life!
like some kids asking for an answer. but i am not here to seek for an answer. i will find it eventually, i know i will. for the time being, i just have to remind myself to be nice. =)

everything you people do affect me, regardless.

haieer... keep cool and relax... have fun and enjoy life...

wahlao! i damn broke now lar... and i still want my 350!
i need money man..... arggggg..................

the differences between now and then.
i want shaker fries please. =)

There will be a outing for sailors on tuesday (22/11/05).
We will be watching Harry Potter. =)
Time: 7.15pm
Venue:Cine (sry for the change, cuz PS had been fully booked)

tickets had been booked, thanks to GX.
please don't back out last minute.
this 10 people will pay for the tickets.
- Alvin
- Geng Xian
- Rivend
- Joel Lim
- Joel Ho
- Victoria
- K.C.
- Sam Sally
- Joshua Hui Si
- Me myself

the above named peeps, please return Geng Xian $7.
those who wanna join us but have no tickets. book it yourself. =P
tickets are random. so don't be choosy please!

i am so looking forward to the show lar! haha..

ah mei had recovered.
but ah mei still miss.
she misses sakae peeps.
those monkeys whom once worked with me at heeren.
everyone. yes, include recheal, jie jie, and the kitchen crews.
i have a heart eh. .hehe
i am free on fridays. ask me out? or maybe i should ask your out. hmm..

people, going for harry potter? ask me along pls! i kanna ps by so many.. sad..
heartless freaks.

i did lots of workout today. went sailing training today but instead of sailing, we kayaked. appearently, there were no wind. then after that, me and sam went East Coast Park to skate. It was fun. If everything goes well, i will be getting my first hockey skates next week! isn't that exciting? haha.

yes, i am tired. very.
signing off.

recovered.
i am waiting patiently.

i think i should try writing in English from now on. i realizes that some people dont notice things that are around them. to them, what they dont have is the best whereas what they have is not. in another word, they cant be satisfied. They look for ways to get far, to reach their goal. when they reached, they complain that that wasnt what they wanted. take a look around you, you may realize that what you need is already there. my title of this entry: so near yet so far.that's how i felt yesterday. you may be near, but you seems so far; we are so close, yet i can't reach you. maybe you didnt realize that i exist in your heart, but i think i do. i had already been dragged into you life and i doesnt want to come out. i want to be stuck inside forever. maybe one day you will realize that i am always there. for that day, i will wait.
Patiently i waited, but it just doesn’t seem to come. i tried to free you from my heart but part of you will remain. "get out" is what i said. yet the door is locked. i can let you go, i know i can. i unlocked the door and opened it for you. but u stayed, you refused to leave. when i wanted you in my heart, you refused to. now that i want you to leave, you stayed. why things always happen in this way?

i found him, had him found me? a difficult question for me to answer. i will find out eventually i guess; or maybe i hope. i am stubborn. i refused to give in. don't force me to do anything, because i wont. i stood on my stand and looked around. if i am right, i am. if i am wrong, i admit and i learn. forgive me of my childishness.

confused once again, but i know i will recover. a lot had been happening and i can't stand the pressure. give me time to chill and i will be alright. i know i will, no worries. cheers.

i want to be in the sea, yes.
i am looking forward to see you, yes.
i miss you, yes.
i am looking forward to christmas, yes.

being down is what i want to be now.

so near yet so far.
-i can't reach.

wah, the song is making my mood swing.
and now, it swung.
=(

change song liao.
swing back!

cannot make it lar..
i wan to be down for the moment.
dun disturb.
shhh..

didnt blog for quite sometime now.
i decided that i should.

yeah. i won 3rd place for the race yesterday.
and today, my body ache all over.
and my hands, dont talk about it.
the biggest bruise i ever had?
ha ha.

i am not as excited about school now when school really starts.
it's very busy.
it's only the 3rd week?
and assignments are pilling up.
unfinished assignments to complete.
hai.

i have to save money!
i realised i really had been spenting a lot.
so, SAVE.

i am getting lazy.
i already am, but now worse.

writ com? is it useful? i doubt so. haha. look at my sentences lar!
singlish is indeed useful. ha ha.

yea, a lot to write?
hmm. i think so.
oh, why am i writing like that?
cuz i think it's cool. (with an accent)
rofl.

yea, spelling mistakes, gramma mistakes and tenses miatakes.
doesnt care much now.

yea, sailing was fun. the race was cool. haha.
hannah my best mate.
lol.. we got "madder" towards the end of the race.
the dinner was fun yes. haha.
always have to decide how to go home.
but thanks to rivend. it's always u and ur mini which saved the day!
hehe.

sailing rocks lar!
hor lorraine.
hor pauline.
hor those bo liao ppl who actually read my blog.

lol.. i ain't a PS kia.
and i like to "wen".
and i like to "yao" also.
lol.. the "wen" language".

what's next for my nick?
it had remained the same for quite a while already.
should i change it?
haha.

ok.
nice.

ha! i spelled raddle wrongly.
should be rudder.
rudder
rudder
rudder
rudder
rudder
ok. i will remember.
thanks sam.
happy dating.

we went for a in house race in NSRCC today.
and yes, we raced.
we paddled, and we swam.
we see who could tow the boat faster.
and who could capsize the boat most.
and who jumped into the water most.
what the hell lar!
we didnt even race!
no wind at all please!
everyone was so pissed.

but yes, good work out towing the boat in the water.
and to pull the boat down.
and to turn over the boat again.
and to paddle using the raddle.
and to make the boat move in anyway we can.

BUT, we ate a lot.
at geylang.
2 shops.
spent over $200.
damn sad.
damn fat.
however, good food.
=P

rounds and rounds of food.
and i still want my rojak.

wattheHELL.

i am lazy to blog today.
i am tired.
i am hungry, still.

but today is a very memorable day.
van chocked, sam chocked, and i chocked too.
still chocking.

we went to the pool today. jurong complex.
it was fun.
it was a long ago plan.
yes, we had fun.
and quite a bit of exercise.

sailing tomorrow. can't wait to wear my new booties and gloves.
yes, i am tired.
packing for tomorrow.
tata.

i don't know, but i miss.
and i trust.
and i love.
and i am nice.

i am a nice girl.
i trust.

I regret not noting down my holiday tasks and dates.. lol.
now i am trying to recall what i have been doing.
not really useful, but i just want to keep track of things.
like when i did this and when i did that.
ya.

just went hmv and claimed my jay cd.
had been listerning to it the whole day.
nice lar.
i dont rip cds, so dont ask me for the songs please.

i was damn tired yesterday, the first day of school.
i force myself to go queensway, cause it the plan!
me and sam bought our booties and gloves.
we got the same gloves! hehe.
i got myself a nike booties for just $43. that's after discount. =D

my day wasnt going too well these two days. but i survived.
my food just wasnt right yesterday.
and i didnt get to skate today. sad. they were busy, i dont want to take their skates. maybe next time ba.
i really want to get my own skates!

i am really really out of money now! my bank is like dead. lol.
i just have to wait for that monthly flow of cash.
nothing else to say.

dead tired, tired dead
trying to recall.