getting less and less talkative here alr.
sian.

the mosqitoes are killing me.
they can suck dry my blood and let me die.
better than itch all over.

my projects are screwed.
first my audio, i just think that we don't have enough sound effects. Further more my members are slackers, including me myself.
then, my cam and lights. the scene we shot was good, nice, up to standard. but the paperwork, we forgot that we have to sumit that. we got oo excited over the scene. wahaha.
lastly, and worst, my proplan. our interview screwed up in the first place. and then our report and powerpoint was last minute work even thou we didn't meant it to be. again, we are slackers!

just hope that the presentation tml will go well and smooth. also, no questions please. i hope the 1 hour meeting will help. =)

cheers and good luck.

wah.. i didn't get to watch soccer yesterday lar.. so sad.. heard that it was a nice match. sad.

ok, i found this stupid game on the net and it is really hard. i can't solve anything until after i found the walkthrough. wahaha.. cheater.
if you really nothing to do and want to spent time clicking all around, click here. also, i will provide the walkthrough here.
hehe.. enjoy clicking.

nothing much.
cheers.
bye.

gonna watch soccer later!
Brazil VS Ghana! i guess it will be exciting!

i need to get up and WORK!

feel like skating now..
feel like skating on hocky skates..
wah! still no money.. sad..

counting down to the long holiday..

WAH! so sad lar.. becoming stupid..
i was suppost to take 8 stops to warren country club and then alight to change to 183, not 143!! IDIOT! and then travel another 5 bus stops. i thought i was suppose to travel 5 bus stops on 151 and then change to 143 for anothe 8 bus stops lar!! damn stupid man.. idiot!

=/

wahh.. today damn stupid.

wanted to go west coast slack, but end up slacking at home now.
sad.

i got lost can! the stupid streetdirectories.com .. tell me the wrong direction! or maybe i saw wrongly myself. so pek chek lar! den walk 4 bus stops down.. walk until my feet's skin peel. the sun so hot somemore. got slipper tan alr man.. damn stupid. dennis tried to help but no use lar.. ass.. so in the end, i see 184 and then decided to come home instead.. and i haven't cut hair! gonna wait till next week and ask mel to acc me go.. hehe..

regreted not going to town with freddie, or bugis with mel or dunno where with sean.. sad.

and my right hand hurts for dunno what resaon man! just suddenly realised that it hurts when i was about to return the keys to green room. and it still hurts now! man.. die alr.. dunno what happened to it.. maybe the vein got stuck somewhere.. wahah.. or my bone crack for no reason like those in horror movies.. or maybe i use the mouse too much.. ok.. lame reasons.. i am so lame.. i am really stoning alr lar.. idiot..

cut hair cut hair cut hair~~~

cheers..
slack well..
stone well..

ohh.. i forgot to go print my call sheet from the #03-05 lab..
my english sucks and i dun bother to think anymore..

i seriously need a haircut man. my hair really sucks now. i need to change my hairstyle but i don't know what kind of hairstyle should i change to. hmm. difficult choice. my hair is too sucky to adapt any kind of hair style. sad.

and i seriously need to know the way to west coast park by bus.
sbstransit journey planner sucks. it only shows the route by sbs buses. what for go an extra mile when i can just take a straight TIBS or SMRT bus there. IDIOT.

i also seriously need to know what he is thinking of.
don't want to elabourate this. don't ask me please. i beg you.

seriously, i don't know what to do now.

getting into a depress mode. i want to go travel around the world. take a break.

life is like complicating
meet you there.

hello, i am back from the seminiar.

super tired..
i can sleep anytime now..

i had fun and i met quite a log of new people.
nice to know them, especially when we are all student leaders.

Sofitel was quite cool.
i liked the rooms.
they are so cosy.
i don't want to wake up in the morning.

heh.
watched soccer yesterday.
the match was boring.
den we went to the room for card games.
we played some lame games and forfitted some of us, including me.
quite fun.

i went and crush jason's room in the night.
i had a room to myself as my room mate went and sleep with her friends.
i don't dare to sleep alone..
so scary to sleep alone when you are out alone.
=P
as i said, the bed was comfy and all.
i fell asleep straight away after lying down.
that was unusual.
i simply refused to get out of bed when jason wake me.

summary of my trip.
so now i should go back to sleep.
ok bye.
sleep tight.

ok, i am leaving for the seminiar tommorow and i am not excited.

just finished packing my bag, hope i didn't miss anything.

need to sleep early today, but i guess cannot be any earlier than 1am.
sad.

my bag is so fat.
yet there are still things i haven't put in.
but i guess they won't take up much space.
my dad gave me some money but i doubt i will have the chance to spend them.

i just hope i will enjoy and get the nice people in my group and my room.
cheers.
miss me.

i am bored.
games i played till i am so sick.

nothing to do.
kinda of depress now.
sad.

homework to rush.
lazy to do.
have to go back school again tommorow.
sad.

going SLS on friday.
not really looking forward to it now.
but i guess i will look forward to it tommorow.
=)

there is no one to talk to in MSN.
sad.

slept just now.
i guess i slept for too long.
having headache now.
feeling unwell.
sad.

shitty shitty shit shit.

hoho..

just reached home not long ago from broadcast asia. my legs hurts like hell. and i am tired.

night.

hey, i am going to broadcast asia tommorow to look at hardwares.
see which one i can buy for my studio in the future. =P
i was peparing myself for the event.
what am i going to wear and all.
i am going to be pretty tml! =D

oh, did i tell you that i brought my Eeyore to genting?
and i am gonna bring it to the student leader seminar this friday also! =D
love love it.

holiday is ending and i still have work to rush. i can't get a good decent sleep for this whole week except sunday i hope. i hope i will enjoy the rest of my holiday.
and enjoy the start of school and then look forward to the 2 month break. i want to work! dun care already! i NEED to earn some money to shop! SHOP SHOP SHOP! but i have to EARN first! arg! have to save too man.. can't keep spending, i will go brankrup.

ok, wish me good luck again!
i really need luck..
cya.

yeah! i am back! haha.. i had fun..

i am tired.

well, genting was fun. i hang out with my cousins most of the times. the adults are too bored to hang out with.

i don't have the guts to go onto the free fall thing. it looked super scary. i wanted so much to go but i was so scared. i want to try, so maybe next time. Genting, i will be back! maybe next time i will be legal to go into the casino. haha. go in to take a look. maybe pull some jackpot.

the food there are killer man. not that they are spiked or what but they are so expensive. also, they are no nice food. the food does not worth the money.

the temperture dropped on the second day to quite low. the cloud was so think outside that we can only see things within 10m from us. when i was outside in the outdoor theme park, i "vapourise" the air when i talk. lol.. like so cold that vapour come out from my mouth.

the bus journey to and fro was long. we were caught in the jams both ways. it took more than 1 hour to get out of the jams. the bus was cosy enough, i got the single sit. they showed movies on the bus. some of which i watched before already. hmm, all actually. seed of chucky, election 2, MI3 and another cantonese movie. some gamble king movie by chou yun fat and lui de hua. den of cuz, i slept.

i watched 2 movies there, scary movie 4 and cars. lol. we wanted to watch the fast and the furious, but they rated it M18. so, out of me and my cousins, only i can watch. sad. but anyway i won't ps my friends lar. i watch cars again lar. lol.

i reached my hotel room in the first night around 3 45. haha. our movie was at 1 45 and after the scary movie 4, my always-hungry cousin want to eat. so we went to mac in the middle of the night, like 3 30 and it was so cold. my hot tea wasn't enough to warm me up. before the show, while watiting for it to start, we slack all the time. they wanted to go to the cyber cafe to play dota, but it was so ex and we suspect whether they even have dota. so, we went starbucks and drank coffee and chill. den it's still too early, so we went back to the rooms to play uno, den pocker. after that, we watched half a match of the world cup. it was so disappointing. czeh and gha, and czeh didn't score a shit in the first half and they perform like shit. =P but i still hope they go into the finals.

on the second night, i wanted to watch the 12am match. but they only showing it at 2 30. so i went and sleep first. however, after i slept, i don't feel like waking up. neither do my aunt who wanted to watch the match too. so i ended up not watching. i missed my breakfast in the morning to sleep. lol.

ohh! cable car ride was fun. the view below was scary thou. so, my 17th birthday wish came true.

haha. enough talking, should sleep. still have to rush my work tml! so many to do! so busy! i need more break!

ok night.

ok, i got my script breakdown done today. i am happy but i didn't know what to print. )=
but great girl ngai hui is going to print it for me! (=
=P

LRT broke down today when i was going to school. i saved 64 cents today because i walk down to the bus stop instead. =)
when i come back, the LRT is up already.
and they place condom advertisment on the LRT. How social changed, i wonder what the adults will react to the ad.

it's an interesting ad thou. 5 different kind for you to choose. and it's "closest thing to nothing at all". hmm.. talking about the different variations, i wonder what use will it do. maybe it makes sex life more interesting. haha.. like "whao! rose patterns on ur *toot*, so sexy!". lol.. =X disgusted.

yeah, i am going to Genting tml and i will be there till monday. Miss me ppl. thanks. hope i enjoy myself. cheers.

hoho..

I didn't manage to finish everything today. I am a pig and I overslept. Oink Oink.

I am tired, but i don't know why. Then again, when I lie on my bed trying to fall asleep i became so awake.

Yeah, we finished our shooting for our cam and light project 2!
Happy happy cheerful smile.

ok. stoning. not feeling very right. feel like sleeping. but it's still early.
don't feel like talking anymore.
bye.

ok, just got back from school not long ago. i was shooting for my project.
tough life man.

sad thing was that we only left with 2 shots. But then, the school have the timer thingy for light which will switch the lights off at 12 sharp. so when were so happy and excited, the lights switched off. we thought we blew the fuse or something. we have to trouble the security to come down with his torch to help us strike the set. thanks mr security.

ok i am tired now, my shoulders hurt.
still have to go school tml to rush the 2 shots and also my editing.
and also my pro plan script breakdown!
i have to complete everything by tml then i will be free for most of next week.
not really free actually, as i said my whole holiday will be full of activities.
if this week goes well, and also next tuesday and thursday, i will be happy.
cheers.

just hope tml shot is smooth, no cock ups please. i want to rest. looking forward to the trip to genting. .hehe
and hope that i can finish my script breakdown and editing tml. i guess i can. no, i believe i can!

hmm.. actually i already made a new blogskin. however, it sucks and i don't know how to html code it. i succeed puting it on the background, but the buttons part is headache. not enough time to figure out how the thing really works.

and i slept in my sleeping bag on my bed.

ok, 2 05 now, i think i should go rest. after a game.

night
wish me good luck
may the moon bless me. (=

can't imagine i have more than 100 post. even more than 300 maybe. .hehe
and i am really bored of the skin but i am lazy to make a new one.

i read some of my past post and i realised how bad i sounded. typical ah lian sounding post. lol.. with all the larz and kaoz.. now i felt digusted by myself. maybe my language did improve. haha.

yea. i am lazy ass. can't wait to go genting. Not that i never went, i just want a break. ok. cheers.

haha.. this is what i initialy want to send to Charles as a report.

Charles,

This is the list of the companies and their replies:

Atomic Music: Called and asked to email but didn't reply to the email. Called again but sounded unfriendly and unenthusiastic. So, forget it.

Mccoy: Called twice, both times saying that their person in charge is out and said will call us back. But, didn't.

Lee Wei Song School of Music (their studio): Called and emailed but no replies. Called again and after a long chat, they rejected.

Splices Studios: Called and emailed. They said they will be busy for the next 5 to 6 weeks and hence, can't help us. However, he referred Terence from AMX Audiophiles to us and said that we can try to ask him.

AMX Audiophiles: We asked and Terence said they were busy also. Again, he introduced us to another 2 studios - Home studios and two rooms.

Home Studios:

Two Rooms:

Graphic Dynamic: Called and asked me to call back an hour later when their person in charge is back. Called again in about 1 and a half hour later and was told that they are currently too busy to handle us.

(nameless): This company is introduced by Angeline. It is a music recording studio of a friend's brother. She called him and he said he will check out for us and will call us back. However, he didn't. He even ignored Angeline by not replying to her SMSes. We came to a conclusion that they doesn't want to be interviewed. So, we strike it off. Another thing is he didn't even give us the company name when we ask for it.

Cont: Out of the blues, after we confirmed with Omens studio, her friend called back. He said his friend tried to ask LWS for us but was rejected. He said we can try calling Echobeat or UAN, which most probably will let us interview, while his brother ask Music Clinic. However, after some discussion, we decided not to contact them anymore as we had already confirmed with Omens Studio. Although we both would like to visit a music recording studio, we still think it's not so good to reject someone whom we just confirmed with. Then I was thinking maybe we can visit the studios in our spare time to learn something more but Angeline thought that if we do, we will be wasting their time.
Suddenly, there is Faz’s cousin saying that she could help us and so was another one of Angeline’s friend. I complained that we had gone an extra mile to look for companies when there are people around us that we can rely on. However, Angeline told me that some people don’t like to getting involved and that is why in the first place she didn’t ask her friends to help. I agreed with her. I thought that we should rely on ourselves first before we ask others for help.

Cheers,
Shimei
T2B1

However, Angeline say her's and Faz's colum is a no need. So i didn't send in. But it will be nice to tell him everything yea.. he's our advisor what. haha.. But really, it looks more like a blog entry than a report. .hehe

and btw it isn't completed yet as I have yet to get some more details.
Cheers.

AHHHHhhhhhhhhhh...........

My post had gone missing!
missing post.

This post was suppose to be full of words... but they are all gone! sad..

From pieces of my mind:

so amazing that i blog 3 days in a row.

I just watch Xmen 3, finally.
It was nice, quite well done, i like it.
However the part after the credits, the one that lasted 5 seconds, sucks.

My next movie on the list: CARZ
and Xmen 1 and 2. I haven't watch them, i can't believe i miss such a good show.

ok, i am tired.. I want to sleep.. but i also want to make my new blog skin. I have some crazy ideas for it already. lol.. they are stupid ideas..

yes, i will go and sleep but leave my computer on so that i will have something to do if i can't sleep.

Cheers,
night and bye.

These are what i remembered. i am sure there are more. but i cant recall. oh man. lol.. nvm..
the show i look forward most will be pirate of the carribean! LOVE love.

i don't give a heck whether people read this blog or not, i just want to say:
"Hello" and "bye".

ok, I am trying not to make my blog hibernate (ok, no one told me i spelled hibernate wrongly. i was smart, i used the spell check.) again.

yep, I went to 1st costumes costumes today and it was closed! so sad, I wanted to look around to see what sort of costumes they have. I could only look through the tinted window. appearently there are a lot of wigs and scary masks. looks kinda of creepy in there. WOoo~

Then me and Mel went to Marina... my PUMA bag! wah... I think have to wait another month before I can buy man. I miss the time when I was rich. so sad. regretted spending so much at a go man. sad.

my all time favourite chocolate!
i want a year supply of it man! it's so hard to find lar. i found it after i searched 3 shops. maybe like what mel said, i should stock up my supplies from NP before i graduate. =P

what to do, what to do?
tml will be busy again! all is starting again..
but think of it, we are at week 10 after school reopens. means that we have another 6 more weeks before another 2 month break. is it 2 month this time? hmm.. i wonder, but i hope so. i know a 2 month break will be boring, i had experiences. but this time i am gonna find myself a job! so that i won't end up as bad as now. =(

ok whatever. I listed my idea birthday gifts. better start the "ah mei's birthday present fund". lol.. i am really super think skin. Oops. although the list is listed from the most wanted to the least, i still want the US$1 000 000 000. PLEASE! so that i can buy a house, 5 car, 2 dogs, and a life. y 5 cars? cuz i am not selfish. 1 for my daddy, 1 for my mommy, 1 for my brother, 1 for me, and another one park there for my sister. ok, lame. i know it won be possible. i think too much.

sad sad depressing smile :)

I want to stop thinking. I really thought too much. I should stop imagining, really. If only I can. I want to let my mind rest for a while, 1 second will be good. Someone help! I need to give myself a break. ARG! I can't fall asleep at night because I keep thinking and thinking. I want to sleep peacefully without dreams. I want to have a night of good sleep and wake up fresh in the morning in a new place, a new environment. I want to escape from this place. I want to go to my Shangri-La. Bring me there. Please.

cheers. 1.36am and i am still up. i bet i can't sleep till 4am, and by that time i can wake shawn up before i sleep.

i was listening to this recently: Love, me by collin Raye.
super touched by it. here is the lyrics:

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said "Boy, you might not understand but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none but I loved your Grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said:

Chorus:
If you get there before I do don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll beBut I'm not gonna let you down
Darlin' wait and see
And between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her his eyes filled up with tears

Chorus

And between now and then till I see you againI'll be loving you
Love, Me

yep.. so nice. reminds me of one of JJ's song, but this one nicer. =D

Wind gave me this link which the Dragon babies might be interested in.
click here if you are interested. =D

cheers, signing off.
wish me best of luck.
happy birthday.

hello blog.
hello fellow bloggers.
i am here.
to blog.
how rare.

i just watched this news about blogging. and i didnt get any idea what are they talking about. so, hmmp.

i found this website, i think it's quite cool. if you fellow bloggers like to read other blogs, you can find a lot of interesting blogs here. it's kinda interesting at a glance. i didn't really read it, but it looks interesting. =D

i had my braces on on Monday! now i smile with sparks. quite cool, but i will get use to it. 2 years man. i can't wait to take them off. i want to see nice teeth.

it's the term break!
but i am not having a break. i need a break man. to get away from things. maybe my little trip to genting will help. and maybe my student leader staminer will chill me down from all the stress also. i really need a break.

feel chatty now, don't know why.
after today i may not be so free to blog, i may disappear again.
anyway, i always disappear. that's why no one reads my blog. cause it is never updated! lol. ok, i blame this upon myself. i am cool with it. cuz i know my language sucks and i don't want the whole world knowing. It's a good thing that my blog isn't popular at all. i am anti-social and loves to be alone.

however, i feel like announcing: "My blog is alive!" back from the hypernation.

hmm, reminds me of "over the hedge". it's nice, I like it. I like Hammy the squirrel. So cute! just like me. Oops.

hmm. wanna see my best buddy? my best friend that will be around me everytime i need him? who will be by my side every time? you got it!
here's a picture of him:

loading takes damn long can.
waiting...

here it is! cute huh?
wah. so big.

k. it's 23 52 now and it's my choice whether to continue writing to make a super long blog entry or it can just post it anyway.

to say, a lot of things had happened since the start of school, which my last blog was dated. hmm. not really a lot. most of them are projects and assignments. not much life. but i totally enjoy myself. well, not all the time, but most.

i only wish that school is in the middle of the night and i sleep in the morning.
i wan to stay awake the whole night instead of staying awake in the morning. it's easier that way. i think sam will agree with me.

yea. i got an ipod mini from my aunt. she's good, but the reason she gave it to me is because no one, except me, know how to use it. how sad.

i am knowing more people from the course! more friends = more birthday presents! lol.. i better start treating everyone nice from now on. start planning for my gift people. how thick skin i am, i know.

i like meeting new people, despite the fact that i am anti-social.
hmmp, i am contradicting myself.
ok whatever.

i think till now you already know what's my decision on whether to continue writing or to just post anyway. =D

i think i am nice. again, thick skin. at least i know that i am. there are irritating thick skinned people who doesn't know that they are. how sad. eh, in case you think i am talking about you. no, i am not. i am not pin pointing. but if you think you are the one, don't come near me. i'll kick your ass till it rips. /idiot

i have to say this: "people that don't belong in my life, please get out! you are irritating me." this is only to some irritating jerks. not pin pointing again, you know.

hmm. i have to get a boyfriend soon! who volunteer? not you sorry, not you also. i have a super high taste can? i need to set up a booth to interview whoever wants to be my boyfriend. but will people come? only desperate people i guess. who wants me man. i am so (the word had been erased by the writer) I can't bare to scold myself. i love myself so much. i loves to be loved.

well, sometimes i say things that are really crappy and lame. and people thinks that i am acting cute. but i have to stress this: i am not acting cute, i am just a bit crazy. it's me man. sometimes i just gets super high and i do things that are out of my control. maybe someday the world will change and by that time you will need to visit woodbridge when you miss me.

it's been long since i talked so much.
i will try to continue now that i hypernate enough.
and i hear the soccer fans cheer.

signing out,
love you lots and love myself more.