I finally went to west coast park!
I almost walk the whole park lar!
turn here turn there den realised that i walk the wrong direction.
haha. how dumb!
but in the end i reached my destination lar, of cuz.

i met some sec sch ah lians. like so irritating, so typical of them. "wei bitch!" "wei chio bu!" "eh, vandalise ar!"
so stupid! grow up lar!
me, also typical, ignore them.
haha..

i realised that there is a pond in the park and a underpass.
i took pictures with my hp! wanted to bring my cam but realised this morn that it's low batt.

idiot.. want to upload some pic also cannot! stupid!

knock me on my head.

i want to have a car so that i can go everywhere i wan to go without worring about the value i left in my ez link card and what buses to take.
or maybe just give me a chauffeur.

if i got a car, i will make myself hard to locate. i will disappear. maybe hide in a place where no one will go, keep away from the city and the noise pollution.

i want to go west coast! and still have no chance to. maybe tml i go there alone. haha. people just don't understand why i want to go there. but nvm, i know can alr.. =D

ok, just came here to tell everyone that i want a car. it's done.
chao..

ARG! so sian!

it's a Saturday and i am stuck at home. was suppose to go to JB to celebrate Jason's birthday lar.. but sam and van all backed out.. so i also dun wan to go alr.. anyway my father disapproved of me going.. sad. den now i am stuck at home and my parents just went over to JB to collect something. idiot.

anyway, someone asked me to go clubbing tonight to party for her 18th years old birthday. haha.. but i no money, so i doubt i will go lar. but i feel so stuck now. no where to go, nothing to do. raining outside. look at the computer until sian alr. slept too much until i dun wan to sleep alr. nothing to watch on the tv. it's the same thing over again. really lar, there is nothing to do at home anymore. it used to be so full of activity that i refused to go out. sad. even the music doesn't make me any happier. real sad.

i am like waiting for my bro to come home from NDP rehearase. so that i may have some where to go. going out with him is cheap cheap. so i hope he will bring me out. haha. bo liao lar... stuck at home with my little sister. she also bored, i also bored. but she quit good at entertaining herself. haha. she do stupid stuff.. wahaha.. ok.. maybe i should learn.

maybe i can go back to play theme hospital and sims 2.. or maybe some lame games online. haha. but i still got work to do from school also. hmm.. no idea what to do.. sian sian sian. bored bored bored.. find something for me to do please. haa. like dress up party? play with barbie? just don't let me get bored.

ok, so blogging is the only thing to keep me entertain. but i blog nonsense. i wan to get a 80G exterior hard drive man.. so tat i can go dl movies. haha. like a lot a lot of movies. but then again, i doubt i will watch them lar. maybe i won even go dl them. i am anti-piracy. haha.

k, enough nonsense to fill my day. i go hunt for things to do. maybe a tea party with my sis will be good. =

hmm. wanted to end off my birthday at 12 midnight, but i am late by 24 mins. haha.. cuz i need to clear up!

well, anyway thanks thanks to the peeps who appeared at my doorstep few hours ago. i was shocked. totally shocked. wahaha.

thanks thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday, you are all so nice. so sweet.

have to tell you ppl tat i really love you all. wahaha..

didnt expect any gifts and celebration really. but well. =D it's nice. so nice. thou i suspected that your won't do without a suprise celebration. but i thought that your were far too busy doing animation. so, ya. haha.

ya, i am really happy that i got your around. nice to think that i got such nice friends. so sweet. i am so so fortunate. =D

thanks thanks again, i guess i am tired.
my birthday started and ended well. cool.

hmm.. about 14 minutes to my birthday! excited? not really. strange.
normally i will be so excited and start counting down like 2 weeks before. but now, sad to say, i fall sick just 6 days away from my birthday. and i am still weak now. tat's really sad man. and like what sam said i paid for my own birthday present lar! hmm, actually not i paid, it's my dad.. haha.. treat it as a gift from my dad.. =)

man.. i am losing weight lar. so terrible. from 48kg to 44.5kg and now, after being ill for 4 days, 42kg! i think i am dieing man.. i need to eat more. eat eat and eat. 42kg is really really too light. i dun like it. feel as though i will be blow off by some wind.

ok, so, tml is my birthday. my 18th birthday and yet i have no means of celebrating. don't know how to celebrate is one thing. no money to celebrate is another. Also, the weekends before and after my birthday are booked for other people's birthday! alamak. sad life yeh. can't celebrate my own brithday but have to go celebrate other's birthday. sounded like i put others before me, which is not true! wahaha..

just hope that i wake up well tml morning. i don't want to be sick on my birthday please. please please please.

hmm. it's true you know. that if some one seldom get sick, it will be serious when they got sick. like me lar! nice example. had fever for like 3-4 days. den viomitted throughout the night. also, lost 2.5kg within 4 days. tat's sick shit.

hmm, i remembered the last time i got sick is after wakeboarding. they said it was because i drank too much sea water. hmm. tat one still ok, not as serious. no weight lost.

wahaha!! i am officially legal for club!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

my birthday is coming! so excited!
=D

arg.

i am so dumb i go and install the new window live messenger. Now i don't know who is in my list. Except if they put their name as their nick. There is no MSN plus for the live messenger. Meaning there is no "Rename" function. i renamed all my contacts and i only reconize them via the names, not the email. Now i have a lot of unknowns in my list. shit, shouldn't had install tat thing. =(

i need sometime to clean up my house man. not only my room, but the whole house. maybe i can go get those spring cleaning company to come clean for us. everything in the kitchen are covered with oil. and the house in in a mess. everything is everywhere. like you can never find a thing you need. i think the most organised person in my house is me alr. and maybe my bro. we keep our things with ourselves in our rooms. whereas my sis and mom keep everything everywhere. they got so many things that they occupied the whole living room and study room area. plus the dining area. that is a lot. give me a whole week i might not be able to organise all. damn.

i wish that i become super hardworking. no more slacking. when will i be? i think the day i go mad, i will be. well, my family are a lazy bunch of asses. what to do? i have the genes that flow through our blood. wahaha. so mean. =P

eh, sometimes i think that i talk as if my english is damn good. i dun like tat. cuz the fact is that my english is not good. hmm. what to do?

i have something to say to someone! and hope i got to say it soon. or hope i won't forget again!

pirates of the carribean is nice. i liked it. but the ending sucks. haha. but it's worth watching, go watch! jonny depp is nice.

i think that i can be a host in chinese television show. cuz i am very talkative. haha. but i am camera shy. =P
Me: "yada yada yada yada yada ..."
Director: "camera rolling"
Me: "Er....."
haha.. but i think if i ever have a chance, i will get use to the camera. anyway, i am a film student! then again, backstage people are all camera shy. hHm..

ok whatever.
meet me there.

Hohoho! i am back. like after a week i suddenly remembered that i have a blog. Which before that, i totally forgotten that i have one. dumb.

i am so looking forward to pirates of the carribean! so so so looking forward. =D
lesson starts at 10am today and ended at 2pm with an hour break from 12 to 1. the best thing is that i slack since lesson starts, until now. I am going to have my afternoon nap soon. After i finish my food.

I had been eating and spending like nobody's business. Now, how to survive my rest of the month? There is still a long long way to go till then. Also, I am forced to go JB for dear Jason aka Superman's birthday celebration. =P

i am such an idiot.
nap time.

it doesn't take much to make me happy.
i am happy.

i got no mood to do anything, no mood to even sleep.
what has happened to me?

re-tracing the thinking process, i am so confused now.

don't feel like doing anything, don't even feel like eating. i want to be alone for a while. but that, i don't think will help. maybe some initiative will be good.

i am talking in riddles, i don't feel like being understood.

have absolutly nothing to do at home, i am bored.
so bored at home that i kept sleeping. and for an alternative, to make my life at home a little bit more interesting, i stares at my computer screen. Or sometimes i don't mind a little bit of spider solitaire. sims 2 university and theme hospital help to keep me entertain also. however, more than 30min of them bores me. home is really boring to me now that i don't have any new entertainment. new games won't do, i will get bored by 1hour time.

i want to go china town! i wan my mango! that's the only thing in mind now.

no mood = moodless

my body aches from sea training. my knees and arms are covered with brusies. i look like an abused kid.

the sea was so scary on saturday, but not the worst. at least this time the weather was nice, no thunder storm and rain. the waves were big and the wind was strong. fierce car! lol.. like telling story already.

ok, don't feel like talking much.
bye.
disappear.

i can't believe Brazil lost to France!
WTH!!!

i slept too much, dreamt too much.
it's time for me to get back to reality.