I am gonna take driving soon.
I am gonna go register before this week is over, yes!
I am ganna work for all the mondays.
I am gonna be busy.
I am prepared.
So many things that I want to do yet I got no time.
But I gonna sleep less now.
Be more hardworking than ever!
If only I really can be hardworking.
hehe..

Ok, but I will be so busy.
I think I will like it.
I hope I will.

cheers,
ciaos.

haha. this is so funny. i am blogging form psp. lol. so hard to type. i am so lame.

Self consolation doesn’t work all the time.
Confident totally loses itself.
Being proud doesn’t give me back my confident.
Determination doesn’t seem to be strong at all.
Believing doesn’t do the trick.
Miracle doesn’t happen.
Fate doesn’t go my way.
Taking my mind off isn’t the solution.
Keeping myself busy isn’t the key.
Having faith is just a bluff.

This is crap.

I am totally in this crap.
I totally lost it.
I want to find it back.

Death.

So many uncertainties
So many inevitable disasters
So many tests
How many can survive?

Wisdom.

Once I thought I had it.
Now, I lost it.
Things are hard to hold on to.
It slipped out of my hands just like that.
A blink of eyes.

Freedom.

Hide and be free.
Fly and find a new nest.
Go to someplace where no one knows you and disappear.

Smile.

Keep it up.
Good work.

Tired.

Rest all you can.
Before it’s too late.

Last words.

I can’t lose it.
I have to hold it tight.
Have faith,
Believe

smile =)

I exhausted all my energy trying to be happy,
and now I am tired.

I lost my path trying to walk on.
and now i am lost.

I lost track of time trying to walk on,
and now i am stucked.

Shopping was like shit, period.

I am in this shopping mood man.
I want to go shopping even though I have no extra bucks to spend.
Damn, I think I am gonna get the green PUMA jacket that I had be eyeing on for quite sometime now.
My skates are coming in 2 weeks time! Thanks to albert.
My money will be drop within the next few days.
They actually take 15 working days to drop the earmark amount.
Everything just sloved itself.
End up that I am thinking too much.
I had mood swing lar!

K, I think it's about time to return the treats!
However, I don't bare the money.
And the egyptian reasturant? Will spend a bomb too.

Damn, everything is about money.
and money is the thing that I can never get enough of.

Shit, I got something that I want very much to buy.
But I forgot what is that!
hmm, I know it's something for myself.
And that's all I remember.
Maybe it's quite expensive, like 40 plus.

Shit, I got something to say but i forgot what!
Damn getting old.

Ha, ok..
Lunch first..

DON'T say "Ok lar, don't disturb you already" to me.
To me, that means "I don't want to talk to you anymore."
If you don't want to talk to me, just say so.
I won't kill.
The law doesn't allow me to.

Feel like killing someone really.

A lot had happened lately, trying damn hard to solve everything myself.
But the more I go down, the harder I get up.
I am losing myself.
Getting tired.
Just want everything to be over and done with.

Last week of work already but where has all my money gone?

ok, thinking time.

omg, it's like damn unfair.