there are things to ask, there are things to say.
but these things, if said, or asked, will ruin things.
so, should i?
so confused.
messed.
i think i am just gonna explode man.. anytime..

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

i am tired..
freaking tired..
every cell in me are tired..
just plain tired..

it's tuesday! and i am free! yeah!
haha.. but i am so bored..

ok, i got a pay rise.. from $40 to $50.. =D and most prob gonna go back to work on feb i think.. got money earn lo! =P happy..

i want to go continue shopping for my chinese new year shopping list! ARG! maybe friday.. heh..

ok, shall try and do my 2nd draft for script before i fall into a deep sleep again..

ARGH.. CRAP!!

i am so bored now.. i am in school doing something damn unproductive. i was suppose to come into my studio to do a mix down but one of my member is missing! what to do? slack, slack and still slack.. ~~ wasted another day.. i could have slept more. haha.. the other group people running around, running pass me everytime while i sitting down here blogging.. can't do anything to help anyway, i shouldn't make it worst.

i am having a meeting with Joel Ho later to do some stuff.. and my guess is that it will be unproductive also. ~~

and and and, today is friday! is a going out day! but i have no where to go.. ~~ what a day.. i guess i should just stay home and do up my audio report and all the paper works.. ~~

heh, they are done..

i want to finish my stuff soon man.. so that i can study for my 4 tests.. 3 in a day and 1 a week after. ~~

heh.. my stomach groan so loud!
hungry..

went for telecine today.. JO's group was so so slow that push into 3 groups' timing.. heh.. everything was well.. but i am worried for our editor.. cuz our coverage sure lack.. haha.. we tried too hard to save the film and ended up with a whole roll of extra films.. ~~

after telecine we went and slack around boat quay.. then we went MOS to look at the crowd.. damn damn a lot of ppl lar.. haha.. then Daniel came out to see me.. wahaha.. like so long nv see alr so he miss me a lot a lot.. =P

that's that.. nothing pretty interesting..

today is a tiring day..
i ran 2 locations and went back to school to settle something..
the weather is a bitch today.. it was like so hot and next moment it started to rain.. then 5 min after the rain, came the sun again.. what a bitch..

shoulders coming off..

should i go MOS tomorrow?

heh.. i am doing a survey about myself!
heh.. for self reflection purpose..

heh.. so if u got anything to say, tell me..

my question will be a simple one..
"what/how do you think about/of me?"

if u got any answer for me, tag me on msn.
Thanks.

i think i am left out.
but i shouldn't be.
i think i am nothing.
but i shouldn't be.
i think i am worthless.
but i shouldn't be.
i think i am unimportant.
but i shouldn't be.
i think i am crap.
but i shouldn't be.
i think i am stupid.
but i shouldn't be.
i think i am disliked.
but i shouldn't be.
i think i am jealous.
but i shouldn't be.

heh.. i finished my drama pro shoot alr.. so happy.. so high now.. haha.. shit. i cannot press the shift key..

ya man, i am damn high. got a lot of fun during this shoot. the exciting part comes in telecine. that is the part that i am willing to cry for the project. heh. cry only because it is too nice. heh. if it turns out white, we will call it the brilliant white light. if it's black, it will be the dark. heh. dunno man.. i am looking forward to it. and we save film until we got a lot a lot left. heh. save too much alr. =P

lighting plans, lighting plans! haven't draw finish! heh. can press shift alr.

i want to go marina square.. anyone one to go? jio me! heh. so long nv go there alr. so i just feel like going. just walk around doing nothing.. haha. ok, i need a break man.. i can sleep till late! finally!! heh. the nicest moment after a whole day shoot. tell u huh, i woke up at 5 30 in the morning lar! it had been so long since i woke up this early man. it's like since secondary school time.
yeah. i am so high that i sing and dance and smile to myself on my way home alone. heh. i am mad.

somebody slap me.

heh. i am lack of sleep. this week is a killer week. every class from monday to wednesday start at 8. thurs class starts at 9. good thing is that friday starts at 3. however, i am shooting tml, and so i need to wake up early again. i need to reach school at 9. means, i dont get to sleep much again. for the whole week, i slept like 5 or 6 hours each day and that is not enough. i have reach the limit that i fall asleep without knowing. i tried so hard to keep myself awake, but i just doze off. i dont even know that i dozed off until i woke up and realised that i missed something.

damn damn.. i want a good nice 12 hours sleep.

some people just think that i am so dumb but i am not.
i can be good at things if you trust that i can.
but the thing that you don't trust me at all, you think that whatever i do is WRONG.
and u think that whatever u think is right.
u have such high ego.
you simply look down at me.
i might just laugh it off,
but i am not a single bit happy about it.

sometimes people just piss me off.
that bad until i never want to talk to him/her anymore.
but i just keep it to myself.
and i laugh it off.
but i had kept enough.
i can explode anytime, so be careful.

heh. i FINALLY watched death note 2! yeah!

it was nice.
but some bugger disturb me and i missed some of the dialogues.
but i felt like i understand Japanese.
so i didn't take it so hard.
if not i guess i will go watch one more time.
=P
anyway, i am not rich, so can't.

everyday before i blog i will think.
think about which blog should i post at.
heh. it's a tough question.
so i decided to go by instinct.
today i am back here! lol..

k, shoulders coming off soon.
should sleep soon.
but my hair is still wet!
SHiT. heh. ok bye.

heh. i just set up a new blog. this time, i am with 5 other goondus. we call ourselves the five goondus. wahaha.. nice?

i am so excited.. i never had a blog shared by 5 before.. heh. new experience. hope everything will go well for us 5 and the ultimate link that join us together thefivegoondus.blogspot.com
heh.. yea, it's the ultimate link. cuz we 5 are really different people.

it's not really done up yet, but we started posting. heh. just hope that it will come out nice? goodluck goondus.

"at least our friendship can last a bit longer" by one of the goondus.

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Heh. these few days like a lot of interesting things happened eh.

ok, i summarise.

Friday
Dinner was expensive, i felt rich.
$38++ Japanese food and I didn't eat until it's worth.

Saturday
Went out with Primary School mates, I had fun. We ate at marina bay. Steamboat again. $12 but I ate like $3? haha.. didn't eat much also. We talked and walked a lot. We sat down by the sea and talk for quite some time and then proceed to suntec side, by foot. In the end we end up at marina square. Then, we realised that we got no bus home from there. and 2 of us have not enough money in our EZlinks to take night rider. How sad. haha.. we wanted to walk to parkmall or someplace to look for a 7-11 or somewhere that we can top up our cards. But in the end we went up to summerset by bus. then top up our cards in the MRT then walk to taka to take NR3. Haha, had quite an adventurous night with them peeps.

Sunday
Last day of 2006, i count down at home. I was too lazy to join the peeps at clark quay. and i spent too much already. I dun wanna spend anymore on cab or club. Wahaha..
and i realised that i have to book for my TP soon if not i will have to renew my PDL. But but but, my BBDC account have no money alr.. means i have to go down to BBDC to top up. But they only open on wed? Then i realised i have internet banking. but but, i didn't have the password. DBS didn't send me. For UOB i banking account, I forgot both the username and password. Happening eh. ~~ Just when i need internet banking the most, i can't use.

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1

Monday
Today is the first day of 2007. I am happy. I am gonna go do my hair later. like soon. haha. and i am having Japanese food for dinner tonight, again. =/ I had a dream. dejavu like dream. haha. dunno whether it will come true, but i kinda of hope it will. hmm, actually 2 dejavu like dream. haha, i just hope that 1 come true. it would be enough. =P i don't ask for much eh. haha.

let's forward one day to Tuesday cuz i felt talkative now. and i tot the day by day blogging style looks quite cool.

Tuesday
I am gonna go out with Sam and Van. We had not been going out or chit chatting for a very long time alr. I always ask them out but they not free. so not my fault. they too busy alr. wahaha.. thinking about it, i think i am the busy one. Oops. =P No lar not really leh. they both got other commitment outside school. eh eh.. lol..

i sometimes felt that having freedom just rocks my world. lol.. but still, ultimately i would need to set up my own family one day. tat's what human beings should do, esp Singaporean. haha.. the lack of resources is a headache. so i should help. Heh, then again, am i too young to talk about this?

I am turning 19 this year, that is so not interesting.

What i look forward to this year:
-i can finally use my 2007 organiser. lol.. i got it for so long alr and now i can finally use it!
-sailing camp. lol..
-eh, can't think of anything else alr leh.. can't think of any "confirm will have" alr i meant.
-k, maybe attachment.
-maybe getting my driving license.
-Chinese New Year!!! shopping!!!! new clothes!!!
-Heh, more and more gatherings.
-more and more outings.
-more and more fun and excitement.
-christmas.
-new year (2008) lol.. tat's 355 days from now..
-heh. anything else? should have more more more.. but can't think..

heh. can. i need to go doll up alr. going out alr. heh. cheers. i am super duper hyper.

Superwoman is back in town.